Therapy session

Today has been another quiet day, I did not cry any tears today. So perhaps I am beginning to accept Greg's death. It only occured to me today that I do not know the address of any of Greg's relatives and I do not know when his funeral is. I thought I might leave a message on his phone asking any relative to contact me to let me know but his home phone number was no longer available and his cell phone did not have a voicemail. Maybe the police would know but I doubt if they would tell me and I do not relly want to talk to them!
This evening was very good for me. I visited my therapist for a session. I was able to tell him all about Greg and my hurt feelings inside. I guess that expressing these feelings has been really good. It seems that I have been keeping them inside me for this time and to let them out was really therapeutic. I do not think the therapist said very much today, it was mostly me talking. He seems to listen to me when I talk, in fact I know he listens to me, but he seems to switch off when his wife talks !
After the session, he apologized for the poor vacation we had had. It sems strange that he should apologize as it was me falling ill that really spoilt it for us. But the reason he was apologizing was that he said we could try another vacation perhaps in the next couple of months. I said that would be good but I would have to think about it and let him know.